"When you are afraid of something, dive straight into it, because the intensity of abstaining from it is greater than what your are afraid of."
-- Ali Ben Abi Taleb (MGBPH)
Soon I'll be facing one of my biggest fears that haunted me for as long as I remember. I don't know what to feel. Part of me is super excited, because if I do succeed, I'll forever be relieved of it. The other part where I should be really scared, well, I'll deal with it as it comes.
I'm usually not optimistic, and for sure I am not right now, but experience has taught me one valuable lesson: "The harder it is, the stronger you'll become."
If you are wondering why did I not face it before, well it's simple... I didn't have the money to do it. But something came up and I decided to ride the wave no matter how much this will cost. And believe me, I had the option not to do it, but enough is enough.
I'm sick of it.
Let's just blast that fear away!
PS: MWF = my worst fear.